2012 Doomsday?

Ding dong bell!!!
It is 2012
Would like to wish my family & my friends a prosperous new year
Kinda bored huh?
Everyone is wishing each other with the same phrase
What to do?
It's the tradition.. or trend?
I'm sure almost all of you watched 2012
Yes!! I repeat, IT IS 2012 NOW!!!Is doomsday gonna come?
I don't really remember what the exact dateis
But I'm very sure I don't want my life to just end this way
I wanna die being incredibly awesome
What if doomsday is real?
There's nothing I can do
Me so pathetic ><
But I hope it won't come
I wanna get married
I wanna have my own children
I wanna be rich
I want a successful career
Telling my wishes already =D
Again,
I wish everyone can live a better life in 2012
Cherish what you have
Let go of the past
Welcome amazing future

I'll keep my temper low
I can't afford to leave a scar on your heart♥

Random

I'm so random

So random tonight

that I blog randomly

Sometimes I might be random
Sometimes I follow the rules
I've said I'm random tonight
Too random I don't know what am I blogging about
In random
I'm deeply in love with him
I miss him even he is next to me
I want to eat my mom's home-cook food
I want to eat McDonald's
I want to sleep early
I ended up sleeping when the sun rises
.............
Too many random thoughts in my mind
I don't even know what am I thinking about

Oh! By the way
He taught me how to Dota
He wants me to Dota with him?
Sniper... Drow Ranger...
I want to be a pro player
I want to Dota with him in cyber cafe
=D

PauLynn suddenly hates semester break 

</3

Bad Stuff

After the moment of enjoyment

There comes bad stuff

Bad stuff all come in a bunch

A whole big bunch that you wanna bang your head on the wall

It's okay

Let it be

We shall walk pass the hard times together

X'mas and New Year is coming

We shouldn't let things spoil our very first X'mas and New Year =)

PauLynn wants be your Santa girl
♥

Good. Better. Best

Out of a sudden

While I was studying for my finals (3 more weeks to go) 

After I tweeted that I do not have mood to blog

I decided to blog

WTF is wrong with me?

I hate and hated

I hate myself

When I go somewhere else

Without you

Leaving you to be lonely

You worried

You never wanna show it

I knew

I'm an asshole

I promised

I never wanna lose you

I can't afford to

Never mind, I'll still blame myself

I wanna keep my promises

I wanna be better

I wanna be your best

The best who will last forever

PauLynn needs to be better

I love you, more and more

If I Die Young

If I die young

Bury me in satin

Lay me down on a bed of roses

Sink me in the river at dawn

Send me away with the words of love song

If I die young

Let me die while I were counting my cash

In my BMW or my Audi

I'll be wearing Jimmy Choo

Carrying a Versace

Looking good with Marc Jacobs

And a pair of CK jeans

Smelling nice with Chanel N°5

Yes!!!

I wanna be rich

I wanna be fuckin' rich

Imma materialistic bitch

Let get short!!

I chopped off my hair
Why?
1. Took me a long time to dry my hair
2. Comparable to dry grass on roadside
3. Wasting shampoo = wasting money

In the end, I came to be like this XD

First, it's a OH NO!!! Shyt I made a wrong decision
Lastly, it's a Not bad... Manageable & looks younger *hahahahaha*

Before & After 

First Kiss??

So different

It is just so different

The touching

The feeling

I felt like it was my first kiss

I was nervous

Worried that you will be in pain

I decided to Google on how to do it

In a proper, gentle way

So you won't get hurt

After all

You are just cute and adorable

I heart you much

♥

Bless, Blissful, Bright

I'm happy again

Because he dreamed about me

Yes, it's me =)

Left out

Girls are stubborn

As hard as rocks

With more & more explanations

Maybe worse

Girls need attention

Just from their loved ones

Not more than that

At least spare some time

Yes, you are the best

Maybe incomparable

Sometimes you just don't get it

Girls say it the opposite way

They are not okay all the time

Will you just put some effort to find out?

Yes, it's me

The Sorcerer and the White Snake

I guess he really did missed me

Back on the first night and he dated me

For a movie

Why am I so happy and excited?

I don't know

He always makes my heart skips a beat

The movie
Not really a good movie
But I learned something from it
There is no judgment on correctness of love
Love is never a fault if it's true
No matter who you are or what you are

Sadly happy ending is not for everybody

Some people was determined not to love or to be loved

I'm glad

Appreciate whom I have now

Very very much

P/S Love was made for me and you ♥

1991 vs 2011

The year of 2011

I see kids running around with Iphones
While I only can afford an Iphone 4 months ago

When we were kids
Not everyone has a computer
Now even a kid can use a laptop better than me
Hearing "Oh Fuck!!" from a 6 years old kid
Caught me in surprise

What is the world like?

What influences the world?

What will be in the future
Unpredictable

I.M.Y

I MISS YOU MUCH

♥ 

Desperateness

Doing something out of the routine

Putting extra efforts

Work all the way out

In need for a desire outcome

Pray that the effort will last long

Pray that there is good ending

I'm desperate

A Secret of Mine

No one ever saw me like you do
All the things that I could add up too
I never knew just what a smile was worth
But your eyes see everything without a single word

If I could freeze a moment in my mind
It'll be the second that you touch your lips to mineI'd like to stop the clock to make time stands still
Cause this is just the way I always wanna feel

There's something in the way you look at me
It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
You make me believe that there's nothing
In this world I can't be
I never know what you see
But there's somethin' in the way you look at me

I don't know how or why I feel different in your eyes
All I know is it happens every time
The way you look at me ♥

Penang~ Here I am

It was my first ever Penang trip with dear

After all of the assignemnts, it is time to destress =)

Thanks dear who made my day

Thanks a lot to HuiXin who made the trip successful

Thanks to Linus who was our GPS of the day

We departed at 11am & we reached Juru Auto City at 12.30pm

We went to Tao Cuisine as planned

The food was awesome

Much better compared to Jogoya

I did not snap any pictures of the food because I couldn't spare time while I was enjoying the meal

Order, order, order & order til we had 4 or 5 rounds of meals XD

 Before we start craving for food

 Before we leave Tao

It's shopping time!!!!!
We went to Queensbay Mall
Shopped til we drop

We tried on beats headset
Dear is now addicted with it
LOL!!

Thanks dear a lot for these ♥

We went to Gurney Drive for dinner
We meet a friendly auntie who is selling the best Ohh Jian ever
YUMMY YUMMY!!!!
We have Tao Cuisine, Ohh Jian, Asam Laksa, Char Keuy Teow, Sotong Bakar, Fruit Rojak all in our stomach
Om nom nom nom~~~
Surprisingly, I met Xiang Xian at penang
Utarian = Travelers??
W went to MOIS together after our dinner
First time clubbing at Penang & it's with dear ♥

I will definitely visit MOIS again if I'm at Penang =D
The environment was better compared to Ipoh clubs

Dear drove back safely after 1.30pm
Ehhemmm~~

Not really safe though because we were running out of petrol half way
Thank god we were able to survive until we reach Ipoh toll
Nice experience though
XD

♥♥♥

11072011 Spongebob & Patrick joined us =)

13072011 CJ7 joined us =)

Credit to ♥ Dear ♥

Reality & Dreams

My past, my future

Your past, your future

Our future is the lead actor

Reality and dreams used to be separated

They are now walking together

Being with you in the reality is beautiful

Being with you in my dreams is hopeful

People said love makes reality better than dreams

I say love makes reality and dreams a great couple

People said a few hundred hearts are not enough to carry my love for you

I say one heart is just enough because it is all yours

♥♥♥

Addicted ♥

Emo                                         Emo 

Emo Emo                                Emo Emo 

Emo Emo Emo Emo              Emo Emo Emo Emo 

Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo    Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo

Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo 

Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo 

Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo 

Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo 

Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo 

Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo 

Emo Emo Emo Emo Emo 

Emo Emo Emo Emo 

Emo Emo Emo 

Emo Emo 

Emo 

I'm EMO!!!! All because I'm addicted to YOU!!!!  ♥

A New Path of Life ♥

Bachelor of Communications (HONS) Public Relations Year 1 has come to an end

Time is passing really fast

Looking behind I just went to PJ for my foundation studies

And now I'm at Kampar doing my degree

After this semester break

I'll be back to Kampar again =.=!!

And so my Year 2 life begins

I was wanting the time to fly when I was young

But I kinda feel like I'm getting old

我两张冇得找啦 T_T

Really hope the time can stop now

I've got not enough time to use

A lil' time for my Pa, Ma n Ah Boy

A lil' time for my Dear

A lil' time for my friends

A lil' time for shopping

A lil' time for sleeping

A lil' time for chilling

A lil' time for anything else that I could do

I'm not saying that I want to go back to the pass

I want those sweet memories now to stay

So can the earth rotate a lil' bit slower so I could have more time??

Pink Experience ♥

Again staying up late night

Not gonna sleep until the sun comes up

Reading my PR Writing notes

Exam is tomorrow

Listening to G.Na's Loving You

A thought came to my mind

Nothing compares to him <3

It was just 2 days ago from my birthday

It was my 1st birthday celebration with him

Awesome because I had pink cream all over my body

Strawberry Marshmallow Cheese he bought was delicious

He still remembers that I wanted to try that flavour

Had the best present ever from Dai Ka Jie & Sai Ka Jie

Everything is perfect

Pray that my wish will come true

Nothing is better than now

=D

Lucky

Staying up late night

Haven't seen the sun for almost 2 days

Looking at stuffs in the room

Thoughts all over my mind

Studies? Financial? Relationship?

Duh... 

Is this the right one? 

Yes!! I am going to make it happen

People always demand for stuff they desire

I do so...

Unlimited wants that could not be fulfilled

But nothing is better than what I own now

People have been telling me I've found it

I want it to stay with me

To never be apart

May all those mistakes

From the past, present & also in the future

Be forgiven

Giving myself a chance & strength

To revive from a life that could never be worse

Not being emo tonight

Not gonna be unless it's time of the month

Feeling lucky that I'm still alive

Alive to be with those people I love

To my Daddy, Mummy, Lil Bro, Nicholas & friends

Stay healthy, stay happy

p/s: Neh Neh Pu Pu <3 Puffy Dong Dong

24 H.O.U.R.S

I wish I could sleep 24 hours a day

I wish I could eat 24 hours a day

I wish I could drink 24 hours a day

I wish I could play 24 hours a day

I wish I could see you 24 hrs a day

I wish I could miss you 24 hours a day

I wish I could love you 24 hours a day

I wish I could finish all my assignments in 24 hours

I wish I could have 48 hours a day!!!

TIME!!!!

I need time~~~

I need it so badly T_T

Can I have more time??

Nothing Compares To You.♥

Love is like a dream

When it's just me and you

Don't you know I love you

Don't you know you're beautiful

You have made me believe

Everyday is special

Dreaming of candy and chocolate

I feel your good night kisses

Dreaming of soft cotton clouds

I feel close to you

All the times we shared

Almost too perfect to ever last

And when I'm lying here

And you are holding me

I know the fear in me will pass

Hold me in your arms

I'll tell you I love you

Everyone Deserves A Second Chance ♥

Love may be deep,

Love may be swallow;

Love may be far away from us,

Love may be in front of us;

Love may be unpredictable,

Love may be hard to discover;

Love may be a fortune,

Love may be a disaster;

Love is where there are no true or false statement,

If you love someone, 

There is no difference between good and bad,

Love makes us move forward,

Love makes us improve,

Love is a thing that makes life worthy.

Thanks for giving me a second chance,

I will step out from my failure,

I will stand for what I have now,

I will...

I will...

I will...

There are too many that I'm willing to do for you,

May time allows me to prove it to you.

29012011

Finally the past has ended.

How long have I been waiting for it.

Everyone should move on. 

I shall keep those memories deep in my heart.

A new life has arrived.

There is someone that will move on together with me.

I hope I made the right decision.

I wanted this.

I'll appreciate it.

There will be challenges that we have to face.

It doesn't matter.

I'll be by your side no matter how.

We may support each other until the end. 

The End = Happy Ending ♥

2011 & 20 years old

T_T I knot believe I'm now 20 years old... SO DAMN OLD LOR.... liong jiong mou dak jau ar.... haiz... but anyway I'll will definitely enjoy my new life in this new year... Everything is just gonna be better and better... CHEER PauLynn & Friends... +U+U ^^

And not forget to mention~~

I've my best sem break every.. With friends from hometown & also somewhere else... Love you all so much... We had too much activities til I cant mention it one by one over here... xP

Hoping for our next outings =D
MUACKSSS~~~