Good. Better. Best

Out of a sudden

While I was studying for my finals (3 more weeks to go) 

After I tweeted that I do not have mood to blog

I decided to blog

WTF is wrong with me?

I hate and hated

I hate myself

When I go somewhere else

Without you

Leaving you to be lonely

You worried

You never wanna show it

I knew

I'm an asshole

I promised

I never wanna lose you

I can't afford to

Never mind, I'll still blame myself

I wanna keep my promises

I wanna be better

I wanna be your best

The best who will last forever

PauLynn needs to be better

I love you, more and more