Out of a sudden
While I was studying for my finals (3 more weeks to go)
After I tweeted that I do not have mood to blog
I decided to blog
WTF is wrong with me?
I hate and hated
I hate myself
When I go somewhere else
Without you
Leaving you to be lonely
You worried
You never wanna show it
I knew
I'm an asshole
I promised
I never wanna lose you
I can't afford to
Never mind, I'll still blame myself
I wanna keep my promises
I wanna be better
I wanna be your best
The best who will last forever
PauLynn needs to be better
I love you, more and more
